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on the St. Sebastian's Email List

by
Fr. William Auth, O.S.F.S.

 

From: "william g. auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

norm you tell the sotry that is most of ur lives - and thanks for that - as i rech 57 and continue to enjoy my work immensely I struggle with a leadership ( religious order) which is homophobic and in denial - I was in leadershipt a few years ago and knwo exactly what most of them now there were doing - but that is another story...i too long ( still ) for that special person and still believe he is there - so i don't give up trying - but the Yucatan is so catholic they just go into sever guilt when they even think of doing it with a priest - so I watch myself here and look forwartd to two or three relationships I have in the states - some sexual some not - where I can be myself and share my life fully...paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth 
To: saintsebastian@onelist.com 
Sent: Sunday, September 26, 1999 3:10 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] 


hi reg - you continue to be great - and we don't want to loose you- so as far as i'm concerned when you get the letter to sign - corss your fingers and sing it - the mexicans have the custom of feeling free to lie about anything when the person that asks really doesn't have the right to do the asking - i.e. invade your personal space - i'm en favor of that custom ! paz bill


From: william auth 
To: saintsebastian@onelist.com 
Sent: Sunday, September 26, 1999 4:45 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] 



hey amigo me too - i couldn't see the fotos because they were askign for a pssword - and I had no idea of what to type - favor de auydar - help!!! dios mio i can just imagine what those fotos are like - paz bill


From: william auth 
To: saintsebastian@onelist.com 
Sent: Sunday, September 26, 1999 5:20 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] 


boy this is great - now i have to get you a better pic - but not with a speedo - by the way what about starting some video conferencing - i've got a cam video - trying to figure out how to get it to go - but that is a psosibility - possible norm coudl help us figure it all out?paz 


To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com
Sent: Sunday, October 10, 1999 3:49 PM 
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] the leather thing

From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

well i've been reading with angst these missives about leather and just coulnd't connect until nick said he wasn't into seeing guys in leather but in their underwear - now that i can connect with - i don't know why -0 maybe lack of experience or soemthing - but the leather thing never attracted me and i agre it's just oo expensive - i prefer the gentle cuddling type, but a little more agressive as well - paz y amor. maybe one of you will have to introduce me to the leather scene...paz bill


From: william auth 
To: saintsebastian@onelist.com 
Sent: Monday, October 11, 1999 3:55 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] leather etcetera


i like the idea of nicks , reg- i'll take ucan2 ( goes be for ethe fact that I am in the Y(uca)t(an) or perhaps some hidden sexual connotation you can *ucan) also (2) whatever - let me knwo and I 'll start it ok- ucan2!


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Monday, October 18, 1999 8:49 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Digest Number 194


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hi Andy thanks for your note- I'm Bill in mexico and in michign in summer too hot here and I don't mean sexually)....but it 's good to hae you in the list and I hope you enjoy our discussions and reflections...if you ( or anyone reading this ) needs a winter break - you are welcome here in Merida - I guarantee it will be hot - we live only 4 hours form Cancun, but are quite close to the gulf coast - jsut today I went to the beach fdor my day off and discovered an incredible hotel only one half hour a way - on the beach - very private etc. etc...so cum soon amigos. Paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Monday, November 01, 1999 6:53 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Mr Mickey Mouse et al....


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

hi guys...just checking to see if we could get some more communication via video - does anyone else have a cam and connect to a program? I'll bet some do and are keepign it hidden - oh you lukers !!! anyway another way of getting to knwo and see one another - of course we might not have all the regalia of a vested certain mnseignor form S. Africa- but then , there might be some other regalia showing...paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Tuesday, November 02, 1999 7:48 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Mini Cam


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

hi gusy, about net meeting - dios mio - i have downloaded it but spent about two months trying to get thorugh and rarely did so and when i did , inevitable my cam gave out, so i went to another source icuii [RCF note: ICUII appears to be a videoconferencing service found at www.icuii.com] and they have a great program which you can dowload for trial for free (30 days) and afterward it costs only $30. I have no trouble with that program and enjoy it immensely...hope to see you all some day on it...paz bill

ps hapy Dia de los Muertos!!!


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Sunday, November 07, 1999 4:46 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Ratzinger and other minor problems....


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

icuii measn"" I see you too "" but it is the software that some of us are using for videos - you need a camera - relatively cheap ( $70) and then softward to use it and connect with others. we have found the best softward is icuii - you can get a free 30 day trial download and then buy it for $30 if you want. Net meeting is a free software but you cna never connect with anybody....paz


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Monday, November 08, 1999 6:25 PM  
Subject: [saintsebastian] (no subject)

hi - thought i would send this on to replace that pic insebastian file - i odn't like clerics anyway and hate to be in fotographed in vestments - we went to Ek Balan a new "dig"not too far form Merida today so I am sending these along----the little guy with me is not my current lover , but he was  a guide äsuncion"12 years old and a great little kid! 


[Photograph above modified by RCF]


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Tuesday, November 09, 1999 6:54 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] welcome, closets, risking


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

hi rich- i always appreciate your comments and contributions -Mexico ismuch like Africa because the churhc just denies anyproblems especially with sexuality - hey was that a request for more "still fotos"which I detected in your last note- if so .lets'respond guys! Paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Tuesday, November 09, 1999 3:37 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] The New Kid on the Block


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

hey new guy on the block---thsi is not a group which appers in any way to be connected with Courage - thank god- so stay with us and add your input..paz
Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Friday, November 12, 1999 3:57 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Private matters


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

AFTER SEEING THOSE FOTOS IM MOVING TO texas!

PAZ bILL


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Thursday, November 18, 1999 6:18 AM
Subject: [saintsebastian] re fotos


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hi guys i am very confused here in mexico - about these fots was that new one that we just got , the foto of ourbeloved new Deacon TOM??? plus Im glad we have someone who can tell us the truth about our beloved mons. santissimo Reg...yes lets see the real thing reg! now what is this about unpublishable fotos Jergs! i have a few waiting int hewings myself - am waiting to see....have a good day - my medition this morning was uplifting.!
paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Friday, November 19, 1999 10:53 AM
Subject: [saintsebastian] Franciscan Province of Saint Lazarus


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Dios Mio - hey you guys that were on this thing from the beginning and remember our dear Moxie..I think he has resurrected!!! I just by chance found a site called Franciscan Province of St. Lazarus - its at : http;//members.tripod.com/^Moxtrot

Now before anybody signs up with them and takes the trip to their province Headquareters. please check them out with us .....old farts ...because we have lots of evidence that they either dont exist or are somewhat suspicious - even though ole reg. was hot to trot to join the order!!!
Paz.
Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com
Sent: Tuesday, November 23, 1999 6:49 AM 
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] ordination

Hola amigos -well one of the old gang will weigh in at Sept 6, 69 there are a lot of sixes and ninces in that number , but of course it has nothing to do with the real me!) - to be honest , I am not big on celebrating anniversaries of ordination, etc....especially this talk of being "superior"because one is ordinaed longer - bothers me - a lot more than the pronography to be honest! It 's not that I don't like being a priest - I thorogouhly enjoy it , but i have been surrounded for years by people who use their status of being clerics and have never understood the call t service - that we are meant to follow....so much so that last week i began my homily by asking how theythought a priest shold be laid out in his ataud ( casket) and they of course all said in his vestments - giving me the perfect opportunity to say - well i have left orders that i am not to be in vestments at all, i prefer being nude but so as not to asustar surprise) the poor peple, they can putme in jeans and a t shirt....i mean what difference does it really make that we are priests in the end judgement? cum on !

oops im getting a bit carried away.....anyway about the pornography .. i realy appreciate this site because of the opinions that have been expressed on all subjects and on that one as well. For a long time I thouhgt that my body was not something to be appreciated , that i ddint'look as good as others, and then i discovered that was a crock of shit ! One way i appreciate myself is to look at 0others and myself naked....yeh it also leads to getting off at times, but i do appreciate the me all the more....i think that's why i like icuii - i mean threre are no Rickie Martins on that channel , but real people with real bodies , just like mine - and we appreciate one another - so i agree with those who say , just make it an attachment and don't be hesitant - nice thing about my computer now is that it shows the attachments immediately !!! Paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Thursday, December 02, 1999 10:58 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Digest Number 240


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

I appreciate the concerns of some about somene turning us in , but , and I don't know why, I have learned to live without this fear ...i am not out to many , not as many as i wish i could be to , but I just am not abut to let others control my life, and I have decided frm the beginning, that I will be open here and leave the rest to whatever happens. I think we have t be careful and I also believe that someday our names will be turned in t someone - well let that be and then we will deal with it....paz Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Friday, December 03, 1999 6:36 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] go for it


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

in reference to labels - i don't usuallylike them either - but how about this for ur favorite Ratz: SOB!!!


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Saturday, December 04, 1999 6:43 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] varia

From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hi John Harris' Mark Twaiin ' [never tell the truth to those who have no right to hear it " must have been a Mexican! We learned that a long time ago - here and it still drives me nuts - but they have a point -


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com
Sent: Saturday, December 04, 1999 6:47 AM 
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Kennedy & Sons

From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hey Cliff let me know if you find my name - william g auth,osfs


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com
Sent: Monday, December 06, 1999 10:29 AM 
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Hello Ya'll

From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hola miguel - welcome to the group-now this is vry interesting -you have the skin of a rhino and we have been talk ing about skin (cut and uncut) for the last few days- i can just imagine what kind of reactins we will begin to have with your latest "revelation" paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 08, 1999 8:17 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] Jesus was cut....


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

thanks to John Harris for this ino on Jesus forskin - Im uncut but have had my share of nicks - now i got the best of both worlds ..paz Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Friday, December 10, 1999 4:00 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] I like the idea of a retreat, especially in canada


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

I like the idea of a retreat - would love to go to Kirkridge also , and I participated in the retreat last summer in Malibou - it was wonderful....since i live for the summer in Michigan ,even Montreal is not that far....paz Bill

Would invite you all here to Mexico - lodging and food would be very reasonable but hotter than hell, of course that might be how we like it anyway!


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com
Sent: Monday, December 13, 1999 7:41 AM 
Subject: [saintsebastian] 3rd Sunday of Advent

Yes - I wore Rose--i mean roses Feliz happy Guadalupe !!!

I thought that the American Bishops said this 3rd Sunday in ALL Americans was going to be the fiesta of Guadalupe ' yes i know the liturgists go bazarre over such things...but when we mexicans take over the states you will wish yu knew spanish ) sorry amigitos who speak francais) ..paz y amor.

Bill

 


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Wednesday, December 22, 1999 2:05 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] RETREAT


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hola amigos..i haven{t said much about the proposed retreat because I don{t think I can make anything after the middle of September, but I do think some of the remarks expressed lately speak of the kind of meeting many of us would like...a chance to relate, to discuss honestly what is happening and to be empowered by the group..this is exactlñy what i experienced last year on the retreat at Malibu by Joe V. from Maryknoll and unofficially sponsored by CMI....a good combination...it is essental to have a good leader and the topics for dialogue were critical...but we also had a gret time and all benefited from it.Paz Feliz Naviad Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Monday, January 17, 2000 9:36 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] dear brothers...


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hi guys..i agree with Bert..that we celebrte by continuing what we have been so ood at..suporting one another...i do think it owuld be best not to put our email or personal web sites on the web page, but the more we react to this gorup the more they will get mileage on us...lets just try to forget them and not forget one another...Paz y amor. Bil


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Tuesday, January 18, 2000 12:13 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] ROMAN CATHOLIC FATHFUL


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

hi guys..these people are spreading the word..i got a nother emial from a very conservative orgainization in Ann Arbor asking for an interview too -don{t worry i won't respond...but that means the word is getting out of the list with our names on it....not to my liking....Paz Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com
Sent: Sunday, January 23, 2000 8:45 PM 
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] proceeding

From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Im staying too...and thanks for all the work yu guys are doing...i am gonjg to try to act as if that group did not exist and write the way i have always written in the past.. paz y amor. Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Thursday, February 17, 2000 1:47 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian]


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hi guys.and reg...glad to be back in mexico ' I was in the states for three weeks....Those guys really caused me some grief ' they looked for the worst of what I wrote and then sent that to my beloved provincial who didn{t look on the matter too kindly...but it has lead to some dialogue on the issue of support groups for gay clergy ., I guess I should count that as a plus....is there any evidence they are still among us ? what happened to the list we were going to be asked to sign to call in the feds ? I haven{t been in favor of capital punishment but I am rethinking my position....paz y amor.
Bill


From: william auth <wga@diario1.sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Tuesday, February 22, 2000 2:33 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian]


From: "william auth" <wga@diario1.sureste.com>

Hi guys...thanks for your note reg...i have a question...could i send your response about the group to my provincial ,...he needs to know that everybody int he world doesn't go bezerk over a support group of gay priests.....but i don't need to send this if you don't think it is a good idea...he got all the shit your bishops did ....but maybe it might be just better to do nothing and let this thing calm down....

paz bill


From: william auth <wga@sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Wednesday, March 29, 2000 10:51 AM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian]


From: "william auth" <wga@sureste.com>

Hi Reg/...thanks for your keeping us alive..I hope this gets to the group as I keep getting mail and not able to send it back...in any case, Mexico is getting hot...not sexually that's for sure...adn I am getting ready for the 8 churches and holy week. Paz Bill


From: william auth <wga@sureste.com>
To: <saintsebastian@onelist.com>
Sent: Thursday, April 06, 2000 3:17 PM
Subject: RE: [saintsebastian] RE: The comments of Rich


well guys our good friend continues to do us a lot of damage..i just got a message from some people who did a web site for me, and somehow he got his message to them and got associate with them...what is happening? can he get onto all the sites , like Reg's without anyone even knowing it? Thsi goy must be getting his jollies on doing damage , i sure hope he has lots of ice with him in hell! Paz y amor. Bill